Deep down in my heart
I am feeling down. Missed a whole day of lessons today. No apparent reason for this feeling, or I think so. I had enough sleep, got out the one side of the bed available.
Maybe it is the project deadlines looming and I cannot prioritize them in anyway, not by grades, cos I dun need 'em. No particular time difference in submission dates.
Maybe it is when I start making a video, or at least shooting it, I cannot stop for anything before I am at least done with it.
Maybe it is the time where I wanna be alone. And not return to a room, a hall of irritating people.
Maybe it is the time where I wanna be surrounded by friends, many of them. Talk to them, have someone listen to me. Laughing is a leisure I used to not get, and when I get that gratification, the world looks brighter. Now, laughing no longer cures the woes. But I don't even know what woes I have.
Maybe, or maybe, I am just home sick. Family, friends, the world I am used to.
I miss you guys.
Maybe it is the project deadlines looming and I cannot prioritize them in anyway, not by grades, cos I dun need 'em. No particular time difference in submission dates.
Maybe it is when I start making a video, or at least shooting it, I cannot stop for anything before I am at least done with it.
Maybe it is the time where I wanna be alone. And not return to a room, a hall of irritating people.
Maybe it is the time where I wanna be surrounded by friends, many of them. Talk to them, have someone listen to me. Laughing is a leisure I used to not get, and when I get that gratification, the world looks brighter. Now, laughing no longer cures the woes. But I don't even know what woes I have.
Maybe, or maybe, I am just home sick. Family, friends, the world I am used to.
I miss you guys.
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